Thursday, December 28, 2006

Longing for the good ol' days...

Fuck fuck fuck.

No matter what, when I see some old stuff like Love Hina, I am somehow reminded of the 'good ol' days'. When we had no responsibilities and the future seems wide open. We were able to become anything. Old anime, books, music just trigger something in me that makes me think that the past was better. Was it really better, or did it seem better because of all the 'possibilities' that was still open to us? Was it because that life seemed better because we had little to no consequences to our actions? Was it because that the past was truly better because we didn't know better?

Was the past better? The uncertainty of teenage life? I guess there is a lot of things that are even more uncertain now, that we tasted a bit of life. This attitude is depressing. I'm supposed to try to cure myself of it. Don't look at the past. My memory is spotty as it is. Granted, the only things remaining are usually the good stuff, but look towards the future! The future! Even when it is uncertain, we have to look at the future!

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