Sunday, May 28, 2006

Grumpiness

I think I've become more angry, cranky and mean over the course of university. While many can attribute this to the stress of university life, I think its because of the sleep I regularly miss. Like yesterday, I was working on AI and part of the project works at around 4am. After that, I tried to sleep. But I laid there for around 2 hours, I got up again and looked at some stuff for our FYDP. Now, it was like 6 am and I was reading about what I needed for the meeting we had. Just reading it made me sleepy, but I couldn't really sleep. Laid for another hour. Then watched ghostbusters. 10 oclock already. Then I could finally fall asleep. But had to wake up to go to the noon meeting. This insomnia is not good.

Right now, I'm surviving on 2 hours of sleep. I hope that I'll sleep soon today. Tomorrow is grad photos and other stuff. Then work on AI project. This is not fun.

Of course, I waste too much time on computer games. Sigh.
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And now one of the boards for our FYDP doesn't work. We're screwed. Sigh. The story of my life. During the meeting today, the girls commented on my grumpiness and said that I need to get laid. Pfft. I don't need to get laid. I need to either change my perspective again or get some sleep. As it stands, I think I'm getting way too emo for my own good. Or I'm thinking too hard using a flawed/tired brain. Oh well. I'm getting kind of sleepy now. That's good.

What else do I have to say? Hopefully I get more interviews. Hopefully I'll have something go my way. Of course, it would be better if I know what my way was. Reading my weird is hard it seems.

Till I see you in my dreams, keep safe, my Valkyrie.

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