Freezing up.

I can't help but freeze up during important moments. I don't know what it is, but I've escaped from responsibility or really trying on anything ever since high school.

Interviews, games, anything.

I don't know why. But it happens. That, or someone or something is delibrately stopping me from succeeding in anything. Nah. That can't be true. =/

This is going to be a never ending circle of despair. Bah.

Anyways. Let's hope everything would be fine in two weeks.

Wish I had more happy news.